YOU’RE MY INSPIRATION

after so many yrs now, finally nagka crush na ko.. na feel ko uli yun kilig moments, pagnakikita ko sya im happy sobra, para akong teenager uli kung baga high schl hahah… months passed by lagi kami nagkakasulubong, nagkakasabay mag breakfast, break and lunch… dumating yun time na nahihiya na ko, sb ko sa sarili ko bat ako nahihiya na sa kanya dati di naman and i realize that i ahve crush on him maybe love, he’s my inspirationsa work, dati lagi ako late now never na ko na late, dahil gutso ko sya makita.. i dnt know about his life.. all i know his name his work thats it.. i dnt knw if he have wife or gf.

Dumating yun time na curious na ko about him, so ayun gumwa ako ng way para  malaman , pina add ko sya sa frnd ko, and i found out nga may family na sya it means married.. you know how pain is it.. sobra para dinurog puso ko uli… minsan n lng ako magkagusto sa isang tao bat pa sa taong already committed ok lng sana if he have gf wag lang sana kasal.. minsan naisip ko sana mas maaga tyo nagkakilala baka possible pa maging tyo…

kht ganito nangyari very thankful pa din ako kay god bec pinaalam nya agad sakin about him if not baka lalo ako masaktan ng hutso pag na develop pa feelings ko sa knya..

for you MR ND im happy for you, atlis you ahve a happy family.. im hoping that you love and treasure your family so much lalo na si wife.. dntb worry il still pray for you and tou your family to keep strong… kahit you have family na.. your still my inspiration.. thank you again bumalik na ako sa dating ako…

to my dear tatay

this is the first time i never greeted my tatay on father’s day, i dnt know why.. cguro dahil inis ako sa mga nangyari… kht ano gnawa nya samin d ko makuha magalit iniisip ko yun tatay ko na super supportive super tyaga, he raised us in a nice way, pinalaki nya kmi na mattag, kht super hirap buhay namin dati he did pa rin para makapagtapos kmi, i know how hard he was before para mapagaral nya kmi.. im very thankful with him bec tatay ko sya kht ganito ngyn nangyayari samin..sb kokung magkakaron man ako husband i want like him.. i dnt care kung mahirap lang as long as mtyaga , masipag, at mahal ako.. but now.. i dnt know… i think naman pinagsisihan naman nya kung ano nagawa nya… tatay you dnt know how much i lovbe you d ko man masab yun word na yun mahal na mahal kita.. khit ganito nangyayari satin pamilya u still my tatay.. and i forgive you for what you done, khit super ako nasasktan sa mga nagyarri

ASIAN NOVELAS

back again for being addicted in asian novela hahaha, almost 10 novela na napanood ko wla pang 1 month i recommend…

DOWN WITH LOve with Jerry Yan (Meteor Garden - Dao Min Su) and Ella Chen (hana kimi), super ganda ng story and kakatawa to the max.. .. kakakilig, about family, friendship all in kung baga.. how you sacrifice your love ones for the sake of your frndship… d2 ako natutulog hanggang 3am tapos gigisng ng 4:30am hahah sakit pala sa ulo nito.. i ok story kasi galing ng mga bida, si ella ang kulit nya… while im watching this medyo nakakrealate ako ng kjonti.. niiyak sa mga bawat eksena…

Youre Beautiful - d2 nag start pagiging adik ko uli sa mga korean or asian novela hahah, ang cute ng bida si jang geun suk super talented nya.. this is the first time ko din sumali sa fans club hahahah promise sbhn nyo na jologs well its true,  i watched this many times.. ganda din ng mga sound track or theme song.. good actor/actress mga cast at ang gagwapo hahaha prang nagdadalaga dba

Personal Taste - (with Jhun phyu - Boys over flower) dnt know his real name heehehe … i like this bec yung charcter ng bida, how he fall with someone na kakaibang babae, and also how he successed on his career to prove that he can do it after it lost evrything when he was young…

My princess Prosecutor - yes yes it started here to like about law hahah actually i hate law la ako paki.. but after i watched this natuto ako sa mga law not only this ang gwapo nun  bida din jheheh, the story of revenge.. instead of revenge na inlove sya..  super cute nito

these are my top asian novela for this year hehehe

hanggang kelan ko itatago????

there’s a time you cant keep your secret in your heart, para sa katatahimik mo, may matutulungan ka din iba tao.. everyone makakatulong but i promise to keep the secret, hanggang kelan kaya to… kaya ko pa ba.. kaya ko pa ba makita ang mga tao nasakatan.. o kailanagn ko ng tao makaktulong para d na masaktan ang taong nagtiwala sakin… this time i dnt know kung ako gagawin ko… still thinking if ano gagawin ko… i hope god give me strentgh para malampasan namin to problema ngyn…

Finally I moved on…

after almost 4yrs, finally i moved on na.. i accept evryhting na wala na mangyayari, nasabi ko an ang gusto ko masabi matgal ko kinikim lahat na nasa loob ko ngyn lang lumbas.. ganito pala pakiramdam nakahinga na ko ng maluwag..

 in moving on kala ko ok na ko dumating sa stage ang denial.. cnsb ko sa sarili ko ok na ko life must go on.. pero deep inside hindi pa pal.. pwede ko bansagan sarili ko MS PRENTENDER… sb ng iba ang tapang ko lakas ng loob ko nakayaan ko lahat ng problema ko d nila lam na halos sumuko na ko mawala ng pagaasa.. pagnaiisp ko anak ko kinakaya ko lahat ng problema dumating sakin.. and i know to my self na napakatatag ko tao.. kung saklai man may dumating uli problema lam ko pagsubok lang to ni god… dumting din yun time na nawala na ko faith kay god.. sb ko sa sarili ko.. bat ganito nagyayari sakin eh wlaa nman ako gngwa masama bat ganito nangyari sa buhay ko.. thnkful ako  sa mga tao nasa paligid ko rto all my frnds specially my family andyan sila for me nag karon ako ng faith again to god and i realize evrything.. in moving on i tried evrything to enjoy my self kalimutan ang mga problema for a while mag isip ng solution sa lahat… kung ilan beses ako nag travel for the past yrs yun din ang ilan major probles i ever hagd in my life to think the solution and to refresh my mind.. kala ng iba wow puro ka lakwatsa puro saya they didnt know na sobra bigat na yun problem ko pinagdadaan..

now masasab ko na talaga i over him.. after so many yrs ngyn lng kmi nagusap ng maayos and thanks to his ate kahit papano nakipag usap na sya ng maayos.. i dnt have any regrets on my past life.. i did my part to save my family but the sad things is d na pwede.. after so many yrs ngyn ko lng uli anrng ang sorry sa knya and that magic words heal all my wounds in my heart… all trials, problem are the best experience in my life natuto ako maging matatag, bumangon, lumaban, magpatawad…

Fear factor… I won

i cnat blve kanina guess wat my tumawg sa kin taga abs cbn na nanalo aw ako sa fear factor… hay tnx to mauel of fear factor.. heheheh..

 the reason why texted bec of Manuel la lang i like him ang agling kasi nya tama yun code name na super manuel.. i didnt expecet na totoo nga, knina hapon my mom told me i have phone calls sb ko sino pagkarinig ko hsbc.. and then when i talked the otehr line sarcastic na pagsalita na sino to kasi nga nakakinis mga taga hsbc kung ano ano naman inaalok sakin hayy… den he said from abs cbn and i won on fear factor at first di ako nanalo dba nga uso ngyon mga ganun hihingi ng pera.. he called pala sa number na ginmit ko which is sa father ko cp yun hahaha, den he said na i won 5k and 300 lod.. oh dba.. napagkamalan ko pa nga sya girl sb nya boy daw sya… hahahah kasi nga boses babae..  he said na  yung 300 lod eh will lod within 24hrs daw and yung 5k 45 working days pa daw kasi nga cheque daw.. hmmm sana nga totoo to! if not hala la kwenta abs hahahaha

 and ill be waiting until april pag di nbgay it means joke…

I love you by Fun factory

Ei guys listen to this music…. I love you by Fun factory ganda ng lyrics nya and i dedicated this song to my love ones (hmmm sino kaya sya??) I know ur happy right now and thank you for evrything… no regrets promise after all.

 I love you by Fun factory

http://www.dezle.i.ph/music/gchrome/  then check the song on my favorite song title I love you

REFRAIN:
I love you
You know that I do
What can I do
To find the truth
You know I love you
Forever and ever
We’ll be together
And I’ll do it all
Just for you

From the first time I saw you
You had my heart
I didn’t know how to talk to you
I didn’t know how to start
Two weeks later I saw you again
My heart was beating faster
It was adrenalin
Your eyes, your smile
And your beautiful face
You caught me in the act
And I thought I lost the race
Let me tell you that I’m shivering inside
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold you tight

Please be with me
My love’s so deep
What can I do to be with you

REFRAIN:
I love you
You know that I do
What can I do
To find the truth
You know I love you
Forever and ever
We’ll be together
And I’ll do it all
Just for you

Sitting in the room
Waiting by my phone
Driving on the tour bus
Can’t wait to come home
Miles and miles
Between the two of us
I need you girl
Or my heart will bust
I know it’s hard for you
When I’m far away
But every single hour
And every single day
I think of you in a special way
I love you girl
In my heart just stay

Please be with me
My love’s so deep
What can I do to be with you

REFRAIN:
I love you
You know that I do
What can I do
To find the truth
You know I love you
Forever and ever
We’ll be together
And I’ll do it all

I love you
Forever and ever
We’ll be together
And I do it all
Just for you

This goes out to all the lovers outside
If you once find the right person
Never let her go away

I adore you God…

Right now im listening the christian song Adore by jaci Velasquez.. I love this song sobra.. ctually narinig ko lng to sa oficemn8 ko then talgang nagustuhan ko sya.. Hahaa sb nga nila baka lumampas pa daw ako ng langit sa kakakinig ng song na adore or mag song ni Jaci Velasquez. Just want to share this link kanta ni Jaci Velasquez Adore http://www.dizzler.com/index.search.dv8?f=1&q=adore+jaci+velasquez and also tried to hear also Imagine without you ganda din. Here’s again the link http://www.dizzler.com/music/Jaci_Velasquez mga kanta ni Jaci hope you try guys to hear her songs. Ganda rin yung lyrics nya. You know what share ko lng if you have problem just listen this song then gagaan yung nasa loob mo. Base on my experience ganito ginagawa o kay pag gy ako sa work I always play this song and thank you also to my officemate Christine Binas.

 Adore by jaci Velasquez

http://www.dizzler.com/index.search.dv8?f=1&q=adore+jaci+velasquez

From the moment you opened my eyes
I have seen the world in a different light
From the dawn to the setting sun
I am overwhelmed
By all that you have done

Chorus:
Adore, adore, adore
Jesus I adore you,
Yes I adore,
Adore, adore, adore
Jesus, I adore you
And I lay my life before you, o lord

There’s a union of two becoming one
Deep inside my heart
I know that I belong
You have given everything to me
The least that I can do
Is give it back to you

Bridge:
And all I am and ever will be
Is for you, lord
And everything within me cries

Chorus:
Adore, adore, adore
Jesus, I adore you,
Yes I adore you
And I lay my life before you
Adore, adore, adore, adore, adore
Jesus, I adore you

And I lay my life before you
I long to love and adore you
I lay my life before you, o lord
I adore you

Break up or Death of your BF

When I was in college days my opinion about this mas gusto ko na mamatay ang bf ko kesa lokohin ako then my frnd told me na im very selffish ko daw.  Kaya nasasabi ko lang to dahil la pa ko sa point or naranasan mga to.. then I stand my word.

Years later when i have bf and we broke up grabe sakit nun ahh and now I realize na mas maganda nga na nag break kami kesa nman mamatay sya dba well correct nga yung frnd ko yung. Mas gusto ko na magkaron sya ng iba and hiwalayan ako kesa kunin na sya ni God. Atlis kahit papano may communication man kami o wala he’s happy right now with someone else and i have chance to see him. Pero kung kinuha man sya ni God I think he’s happy na rin yung nga lang khit kelan d mo na sya makikita.

Maybe there is a reason why kinuha ni God mga tao love natin. To my frnd Cathy you can do it girl  kaya mo yan.. time will heal our wounds. I hope your ok and I know u love him so much and of course right now he’s happy an rin kesa he’s not suffering na yung pain nya.. and he will be your guardian angel na..

For those people still andyan pa yung mga taong mahal nyo. Sspend and cherist every minute or second of your time with them we dont know kung ano mangyayari satin.

Manila Ocean Park (03/17/08)

Last March me and my officem8 planning to go in puerto galera kaso naging kwentong barbers na hahaha di kasi mag fit mag schule namin…  so we decided na lang sa MOP, well nakaka excite naman kasi.. lagi ko napapanood sa tv so i agree na d2 na lang… Nag meet kami sa Vito Cruz with my officem8 yun nga lng d namin lam papunta Luneta hahahahah at sa kakatipid we decide sumakay ng jeep hanggang UN kala ko don na yung Luneta d pa pala malayo pa daw sb nun iba pwede na lakarin kaso sobrang init so nag taxi na lang kami (nauwi rin sa taxi) hahaha. When we got there na halatang ginagawa pa talaga kasi kabubukas lang ata nun First weeek of March.. daming tao promise eto yung pic namin sa may labas ganda ng bakcground na white hahaha with Alma and Cathy at eto yung pic ko hahaha.. pinaka favorite ko sa lahat dito yung malaking alimasag  oh dba ang cute… the 2nd time na pumunta ako d2 last June 2008 with my family eh lumaki na ang alimasag heheheh syempre d2 tayo sa pinas daming sapsap at pagi  well nakaka enjoy naman khit ginagawa pa rin i thnik until now still ginagawa pa rin hahaha grabe talaga… well sana naman matapos na ito lalo na yung mall…